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Fuck everything, yeah im a piece of shit. I dont care anymore, at this point everyone has somekind of fucked up views they see towards me. I'm officially not taking any stupid drama bullshit. You get dumb with me thats it, your out my life it's as simple as that. Im tired of everyones bullshit. fuck this livejournal as well this shit is done.
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(10 Lifeless People | Finger On The Trigger)
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| No fate, but what we make. |
[25 May 2004|08:16pm] |
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Still not fallen - I and the ravenous |
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- Well my grandma is alrite, thank god. The doctor said she had low sugar or something because she has diabetes and gave her some shit and she felt fine again. Thats a relief.
- Can someone please help me figure out why I saw some guy with a cat on a leash and holding another leash walking a huge iguna? Who the fuck walks a cat...or a fucking iguna? Yeah...go figure.
- Went to flippers today with Geo,G,April, and Nellie. I found tokens up the ass. word. I also kicked a game and a bunch of tickets came out. yeaaaaaaa.
- Go have sex with jesus.
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(4 Lifeless People | Finger On The Trigger)
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| The misery returns.. |
[24 May 2004|06:51pm] |
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Yup I definately jynxed myself from the previous entry when I said things in my life couldnt be going any better. Just as i'm happy and feel everything is going great. My life takes yet ANOTHER U-turn. When my mom has to call the ambulance on my grandma.. My grandma said she was feeling extremely cold and was shivering and was throwing up everywhere and couldn't move even if she tried due to being really weak. I just recently lost my other grandma now for this to happen, I dont know what to say im speechless..
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(2 Lifeless People | Finger On The Trigger)
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| gimmey the loot. |
[23 May 2004|10:05am] |
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Curl up and die - Damn girl, that shit is deep like an ocean |
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- I want amber plugs. Someone buy me a pair and i'll love you forever.
- Hm I think someone like hit my car while it was parked I seem to have a dent in the back. Blah sucks.
- Things in my life couldnt be going any better. For once everything is working out the way I want them to. Let me just shut up before I jynx myself.
- I need a job, hire me?
- Why is Eminem still alive?
- Why do people own cars that look like they are about to explode if they go over a speed bump to quick yet they have cars sitting on like 22' inch chrome rims? Pretty sad when your rims cost more then your fucking car.
- I want to leave Miami so bad but I dont want to leave everyone. Everyone realize Miami sucks already and come with me?
- Am I the only person in the world who hasnt been Kill Bill 1 or Kill bill 2? Yeah, im a loser. But do I care? Nope.
- Why did I see like a 10 year old white kid wearing gold teeth today? What the fuck has this world come to...?
That's all I have to say.
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(10 Lifeless People | Finger On The Trigger)
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| half past whatever. |
[21 May 2004|04:15am] |
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The hope conspiracy - For love |
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Their clocks shapes our lives. distorts natural time. no half past sunrise. no five till you die.
punch in punch out. drive in drive in drive through. our hearts don't beat in time with time.
the first rock we throw will be to smash their town clock. years become seconds.
as nature is streamlined to fit our needs we learn that nature is just too slow. seconds become years...
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| I need medicine. |
[19 May 2004|10:22pm] |
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Embrace today - Between you and me |
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Today was a good day even though I felt like shit. I should of stayed home and rested so I'd feel better but I didnt. Now im even more sick. But I dont regret a second of the time. It was well spent. =)
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| Busy signal at the suicide hotline ? |
[17 May 2004|09:39am] |
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Blood for blood - Love song |
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My dumbass swinging off a balcony?
You want to see me fail. You want to pump my dreams full of lead and put their blood soaked corpses on public display with a sign around their neck that says "this is what happens when you dont do things our way." But your ways aren't for me. And when you realize you have wasted your life away I'll be there, ready to hang a sign around your neck that says "I suck at life."
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| I hate people. |
[12 May 2004|11:29pm] |
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fuck current music. |
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People need to mind their own fucking business and worry about their own lives and not have shit to say about what happens in mine. Especially when you dont know how or who I am. Yet you got things to say. Fuck closed minded people.
I also feel im losing my bestfriend eachday she seems to hate me more and more.
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(10 Lifeless People | Finger On The Trigger)
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| Pride kills. |
[11 May 2004|11:58am] |
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It all ends now - She said nothing |
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Today was my first day in my other course im taking which is in Miami dade. It was pretty good, I like this professor as well shes pretty down to earth. On the other note I got to Miami dade early so I was sitting there bored playing with matches on some bench. I then like got burnt on my finger by this match so I threw the match and when I did it landed in the garbage can so I was like whatever. So I decide to put my head down and like relax before class starts. I then start to smell something burning and I turn around and the whole fucking garbage can is on fire! Omg it was soooooo funny I lost it laughing for like 5 minutes by myself I probably looked like the biggest idiot but fuck what everyone thinks.I then realized "what the fuck am I doing, I can get into some deep shit for this." So I threw water on it and it went out. Then after class on the way out of Miami dade im about to turn at the light and the car infront of me goes and BOOM got into a nasty accident and some light pole fell and everything. So yet AGAIN I lost it laughing by myself and cars next to me are like looking at me like im psycho but whatever.
Brig asked me to marry her, we're married.
word.
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(12 Lifeless People | Finger On The Trigger)
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| I gave you my heart, you gave me your lies. |
[10 May 2004|09:46am] |
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The red chord - Breed the cancer |
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- Today the new semester started. Im taking a course at Nova university, the professor is really down. The class is suppose to meet twice a week. Mondays and Wednesdays and the professor said "I can get this course agenda done by coming once a week, forget about the twice a week stuff." How dope is that? He has a really strong jamaican accent though its kind of hard to understand him.
- I got new 3/4 organic wood plugs, they're pretty fucking nice but they are double flared and the flare is 7/8's so im going to have to stretch a little bigger to get the flares in.
- I need a job, hire me.
- Why is there so many old people in like hooked up sports cars? Everywhere you look you see like a dope porshe or corvette and when you get near them its like some 60 year old guy. What do people wait till they are going to retire and have money, go out and by a fast car so they can drive it at like 40 MPH?
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(2 Lifeless People | Finger On The Trigger)
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